Aloha 皆さん、 There's probably gonna be a theme with my last few emails but I've always treated my emails as more of a journal or a place to write my thoughts down anyways so, sorry not sorry. I think maybe 6 months ago (dang already?) at an MLC President Boss handed us a piece of paper with a bunch of circles on it. Each circle on the paper represented a week of time in our mission. And for each week we completed we were to color in a circle. I remember him saying “This paper is NOT intended to make you trunky, but a chance for you to realize these remaining circles are CHANCES. Each circle is a chance to become a better missionary, a better disciple and to help others do the same.” I remember at the time all of my friends and people who I started the mission with back in 2023 were leaving either that transfer or the next. At the time I tried to take his words seriously but in my mind it still looked like a countdown to the finish line to me. Fast forward to last transfe...
Aloha 皆さん、 Brahhhhh this week was stressful. One of the various responsibilities I received as first counselor is to conduct sacrament meetings. Which is something I never thought I'd have to do, much less in Japanese. It would have been fine but I also had the “opportunity” to give a talk. I usually don't mind giving talks but since I'm on the branch presidency I get the lovely “opportunity” to be the last speaker. And in Miyako there's only 2 speakers. And the sacrament portion only takes 15 minutes. Which leaves 45 minutes for talks and closing hymns. So I got to fill up the remaining time. But regardless, everytime I get the opportunity to give a talk it gives me some actual time where I have to sit down and reflect on the topic I'm talking about. As I reflected, one of the things I thought about was trusting In God's timing and the love of Jesus Christ. In a lot of points in my life and my time as a missionary my lack of trust in God's timing and ove...
Aloha 皆さん、 Join da Google photos https://photos.app.goo.gl/2tYzpjfjReZvcoCs7 Recently I've been feeling very stuck. Like I'm not progressing or moving forward just as a person, as a whole. It was a really crappy feeling but I kinda wasn't doing anything about it. I was too lazy to get in the grinder of working out everyday. Even when I did I let one bad day stop me from working out everyday. I was letting my scripture study be complacent, not focusing and being as diligent as I used to be during personal study. And just overall got into a rhythm of saying the same things in my prayers. Honestly I don't remember if I read this in a Devotional or heard it from someone but it's about moving forward or backwards. We as disciples of Christ do things everyday/week that helps us come closer to God and Jesus Christ. We can pray, study the scriptures, repent, go to church, be kind to others. Doing these things help us go step by step on the path to Jesus. But if we don...